我恨成为中间人

成为中间人不是你想象的那么简单，
你知道他不喜欢他们可是你和他是很久的朋友了，你又每次都参他们的
有时出来要约彼此可是切知道他不喜欢他们
真的不知道该怎么办
我对这段友情真的很累很累


谁明白那种感觉能够告诉我么
我好想大哭一场
老实说：
有时你对我太好我真的无法接受得到，
你竟然有了女朋友请你别对另外一位女生那么好行么


我没在逃避什么事情，只是你实在对我太好了
这不是我想要的
我要的是你对我贱点，别太好


对我太好的人我怕我会一直“CAN ZHE”你
我不要这样的我一直“CAN ZHE”别人




请保持这样的朋友不变化
重要是别对我太好就行了

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Hi to my blog ~ I'm back again... I'm here to vent 
I'm having a complicated situation right now ~ quiet hurt and pain every night 
I miss you everyday and the most painful for missing u is at night... Ppl who gets hurt in deep will understand how's the feeling, I thought after avoid and reject from you is a good choices... 
What is love? I dont know actually... nobody know love, love is always complicated for human's 
We don't really understand sometime... everybody need love for their life ,need somebody beside and loving just like puppies needs pampered 


I can't give a guarantee that how long do I loving you, as I know right now I love u so much... 
maybe is just for few year loving you or more than that... 
Sometimes, I really dont know what I one and what am I thinking on my mind... 


I'm afraid with many thing's but does not telling to other, we dont need to tell our story 
what was happening is always in our mind ,is just like memory card sometimes it may repeat the imagine 


Surrounding of my friend's I hoped they will appreciate what they have now and happy to live with their life 
no matter there's how hard to solve the problem sure have a way to solve it 

There's nobody will understand how's hurts in your heart~ because u the one only can feel the pain and euu the one who know it

sometimes u tot that u d give up that fellow, but you are just find someone to cover the pain. is unfair for that guy, so sorry. the problem is happening on me and I dont even know how to go and settle with everything and it seems like make ppl hates you. but I have no choices ,im sorry for being so bad to you 

Now I realize that who's the guy I one

Just be the one when I need you and support me for doing anything I one, tats all ~ I dont ask for so much from you. 

Im so sorry for being so bad, but I really seriously in love with you alrdy 

once I really decide to fall in love to you, I wont easily to give up 

I wish theres someone know the feeling and understand ,tats all 

之从那天开始我们彼此就没开始联络了,是你还再生气还是你已经想要放弃了我们这段感情了~

对,或许给别人觉得我们连开始都没有算得了什么?可是至少我们对彼此有了感觉只是没主动说出来

我不去理会别人所说的一切,因为这间事情是应该我和你的事情来的我何必去管别人怎么说~

我觉得我和你之间有太多太多的问题了,而且是解决不了的问题那样

我不能这样继续,因为我不想永远都和你有个解决不了的问题~

只是不知道怎么去解决它:( 唉~~~老实说我不想连和你做朋友都没得做:( 不想因为这样就失去了你这样的一个能够和你聊心事的朋友

希望一切都能恢复吧~不想把它变成COMPLICATED

昨晚也发生了一些事情~就是, :(((( 

我心很疼听了这些~我真的不知道该如何去回复你那些信息

请别和我说这些话好么~你知道么,你说这些我觉得你现在的生活好像很不好过

曾经的我那么深的爱你爱你爱你,可是你是怎么对我的?现在你才来说你后悔了没好好的珍惜我?

到底是怎样叻!!!??? :((((((( 

Today is somebody bufday:) And I wish he had a great birthday for today 
Yesterday he came to mixx and find me ,cant even imagine that ~ Hmmmm 
sometimes i really dont really know whats his thinking and although he sometimes quiet cool but my feeling to him seems like getting stronger
That night ~ i saw his phone message ,that girl send to her but i did not go and see the message, i just saw his inbox name. am i jealousy for it? or ????? I feels that he still feeling to her ,but I did not go and ask for so much~ as i know today is his bufday, just wans him to be happy 
Sometimes, I was thinking to give up and pls dont ever appear in my life. but it seems like I cant make it without him~ He's not the type that romantic and considerate ,but how come my feeling to him is so so ......... :( 




Anyway, just hope that he wont forget his 1st birthday and appreciate for it
just let see in future, whether got fate for both of us anot




Just wants to say again: Happy Birthday

17岁的我会是怎样过呢? 我想今年会过比较特别点,毕竟是我最后一年了
我很珍惜我每一天拥有在今年的日子,因为我在也没有读书的日子了
时间过得很快而且要到是4月了,多7个月我就要拿着我的大考
每一天都会去想SPM的到来:( 可怕
我从来都不去想读书,今年的到来让我觉得我有一点点的努力了~赫赫
我不期望我的成绩拿得很高,我希望我能够得到Credit,让我剩下的日子比较容易过就行了


我要努力努力,我要去追求我想要的东西
努力努力,让我未来过得很容易,很有钱:)

从来都没人知道也不想说出来
那种疼只有自己知道有多么的疼多么的伤


爱一个人很辛苦,更辛苦的是你爱的那一个已经有了另一个陪伴
而且另一个他竟然不再而不是你要的类型
有时后,真不知道怎么作出选择
可是如果不作出选择就一直这样下去或许永远解开不了哪个答案
我该如何? 我不知道


昨天为什么你要说出来,我听到时,突然间的冷掉
因为我心在痛着而且不知道该说什么好
有人说
"Silence Is A Girls Loudest Cry
You know she's really hurt when she starts ignoring you"
这一句能够形容了我现在的心情


我连呼吸都很苦难
我爱的你或许该放弃,可是却放不了手
因为等到我要放手时,你就会出现再我生活上

I need travel alone in my life

Leave me alone there and keep my mind fresh enough right now