There's nobody will understand how's hurts in your heart~ because u the one only can feel the pain and euu the one who know it

sometimes u tot that u d give up that fellow, but you are just find someone to cover the pain. is unfair for that guy, so sorry. the problem is happening on me and I dont even know how to go and settle with everything and it seems like make ppl hates you. but I have no choices ,im sorry for being so bad to you 

Now I realize that who's the guy I one

Just be the one when I need you and support me for doing anything I one, tats all ~ I dont ask for so much from you. 

Im so sorry for being so bad, but I really seriously in love with you alrdy 

once I really decide to fall in love to you, I wont easily to give up 

I wish theres someone know the feeling and understand ,tats all 

之从那天开始我们彼此就没开始联络了,是你还再生气还是你已经想要放弃了我们这段感情了~

对,或许给别人觉得我们连开始都没有算得了什么?可是至少我们对彼此有了感觉只是没主动说出来

我不去理会别人所说的一切,因为这间事情是应该我和你的事情来的我何必去管别人怎么说~

我觉得我和你之间有太多太多的问题了,而且是解决不了的问题那样

我不能这样继续,因为我不想永远都和你有个解决不了的问题~

只是不知道怎么去解决它:( 唉~~~老实说我不想连和你做朋友都没得做:( 不想因为这样就失去了你这样的一个能够和你聊心事的朋友

希望一切都能恢复吧~不想把它变成COMPLICATED

昨晚也发生了一些事情~就是, :(((( 

我心很疼听了这些~我真的不知道该如何去回复你那些信息

请别和我说这些话好么~你知道么,你说这些我觉得你现在的生活好像很不好过

曾经的我那么深的爱你爱你爱你,可是你是怎么对我的?现在你才来说你后悔了没好好的珍惜我?

到底是怎样叻!!!??? :((((((( 

Today is somebody bufday:) And I wish he had a great birthday for today 
Yesterday he came to mixx and find me ,cant even imagine that ~ Hmmmm 
sometimes i really dont really know whats his thinking and although he sometimes quiet cool but my feeling to him seems like getting stronger
That night ~ i saw his phone message ,that girl send to her but i did not go and see the message, i just saw his inbox name. am i jealousy for it? or ????? I feels that he still feeling to her ,but I did not go and ask for so much~ as i know today is his bufday, just wans him to be happy 
Sometimes, I was thinking to give up and pls dont ever appear in my life. but it seems like I cant make it without him~ He's not the type that romantic and considerate ,but how come my feeling to him is so so ......... :( 




Anyway, just hope that he wont forget his 1st birthday and appreciate for it
just let see in future, whether got fate for both of us anot




Just wants to say again: Happy Birthday