life is always beautiful

March is coming soon , and things happen a lots after I graduated .. I just started my work last week ,I've been working almost 2weeks d ... Quiet fun working in the office and freedom , sometimes busy and something free ,nothing to do .. But I guess after few months learning new things in the office will be quiet busy .... hmmm 

After that , to telling secondary friends :How are you guys and girls ? I miss you secondary teacher's and friend's etc !!! the class of me and the the table , chair of me lol but still life goes on lahh !!! We have our own ways to go in future , life .... 

Win#Han

15 of january 2013 --> Win* find me the first time , I couldn't believe when I saw my inbox fb ... We chatted for while only , and he give me his num and I give to him mine! THAT'S ALL 

Seriously it just like a dream , and I can't believe at first yet I thought something gonna change between us after having phone num ... but nothing happen and feel so dam disappointed again hhmmm ,,,

I tried once to called him to mixx but at first he promise to me but last he said c first* I feel nothing once he msg this to me , a guy who been made me disappointed before I guess mayb I won't put more hope into him d ... Time passed and passed I just hope , wish you will be the first to date me one day 

Win* I'm interested a lots things about you but in love with you , I can't guarantee 

My heart still have him* F##H## This is the sure and the guarantee my feeling to him , I wants him in my life so ddaaam mmuch! but I can't believe you anymore , you lied me , hurts me a lot times , my heart blind of  your love! 

Why is so weird every's human? We always love the wrong guys so much than the right one## Sometimes I do really don't understand life#love #hurts##deep so much#with the wrong!~GUY``

2013 Please be good to me !!!

It's 2013year now... Since last year 2012 of october after outing with you den we never keep in touch with each other anymore !! My feel to you almost 0 No More** but after that I decided to add you up at my facebook but still the same things nothing changing !!! hmm so I'd give up on you 

Know what, somebody appear in my life again !! guess who's that ... The 7131 
I thought after he chase me on the august den you shouldn't contact me anymore but who knows that on the new year eve something happening both of us again ... It seems like this love wouldn't END UP** 

You loved me last time and till now !!!!! You never wants to near me ,You afraid and You get jealous of other guy close to me ... 

No matter how long we didn't meet but we still love each other .. Is that weird or it's fate both of us ? 
I can't find it out the answer !!!!! Can I really accept you back ? 
hmm I wants to know how long can you love me ? I afraid to trust you again, you been hurt me once twice and more than that ... Be with you ,do I really get all those happiness ? 

I don't wanna waste anytime on a guy especially ex bf ,if you really change for me !!! 
And love me till forever ,maybe it can be consider of it ... At my this age no more playing around, I'm 18 now !!! I don't want to waste my time at a guy who are not worth it anymore ....