16/11/2011

Tomorrow is the day started my work
kinda nervous and afraid of it 
But I trying not to be afraid ,cause once you afraid you will do everything in panic 


No matter how tomorrow must do it in proper and nicely 
I doing this because I wans to be independent girl and my mom keep stop and sayin like dont allows me to work 
She can feel that she always tight me and dont let me go 
Act I dislike ppl to tight me especially is my parents. I feel if you keep tight me I wont grow up forever 


I just want to be an independent girl and to earn some money for myself, tats all 
And I just want to get some experience 
So that I can know how's the feeling when working time And can learn more to see the world 




I wish tomorrow will be a nice day for me and everything goes on smoothly and wont do any mistaken on my 1st day of working :) 




GOOD LUCK To MYSELF (LOVE) :D 

Money out, Money In :PP

Yesterday had shopping with darling's 

went to notre dam KFC get my akauns folio things den went to jusco while

after tat, saw xiiao yu and her gang of friends so joining them while waiting mike 

we went dp after mike arrived jusco fetch us 

den, went to yokoso get my tonic and essence ,wasted RM110+ *FUCK OFF* Im poor and bankruptcy now :( 

but I believe that your money out will come in again :PP 

I need to be more *KIAM SIAP* d *HaHa* 

Is Time To Save Money Again :)

Sometimes to be silence is better than spoke a words 
am i choosing a right way now? I feel that I really regret that I never appreciate you 
I feel that we can't communicate in proper sometimes 
I guess we will stop this on 1day ,but dont know is when only 
but i will appreciate what i had now ,so that I wont feel regret if you gone in my life


Hmmm. Dont think about it is the best, dont know better than knowing everything 
to be silence is better than give a person shoot you ,so keep it silence always :) 




And get my life to be perfect after graduate 
finds something special for my life and to be amazing and perfect always ;)

Sometimes u been hurt by someone in deeply or tired of lovin someone, 
you dont wish to have anyone in your life anymore or fall in love with anybody


I trying to avoid every guys now and to be friend is much more better than everything 
once u in a relationship it will happen a lots of trouble 




Dont think that the guys find u means to give u hope
NO, it doesn't ,dont try to think lots and give yourself any hope 




Try to improve yourself to get a better things rather than a guys &  Im trying to do it =)


I want to be prefect than them 
I'll show u and u'll feel proud on me and envy of me ;) 

没有你怎么办

我要的幸福很简单，不需要太多
只要能够和你在一起，在我身边那才是最重要


有时，我在想----> 其实我适合爱情嘛
我需要它嘛
我不知道，可是却很想要它，因为我很爱他


你的笑容让我无法忘记
你的吃醋让我感觉你很在乎我
你的甜言蜜语只有你说得最棒的也最有意思
我喜欢你做古怪的东西让我看




Come back to me on 1day and never let each other go away 
We'll wait for it 
Dont give up our love so easily 
And remember of each other so tat our love will not ends up so fast 
Dont be afraid facing of trouble, think of others so will easily solve the problem 
Be my special one ,Be my only one, Be my love one ,Be 1part of my family :) ILY SweetHeart 

SweetHeart Always Mine :)

你是不是要逼疯我才甘愿
你知不知道我多辛苦才把那伤口逢回去，现在又被你弄伤它了
你到底想要怎样，要我的什么


I'm Really In Hurt Deeply Since You Came Into My Life
Everything I did is for you and me 
I decide to leave you, no matter how's hurt am I 
You call me to go with you, but I dont want, Cause I know tat sure have something happens what if I go with you 


PLS dont do any touching stuff for me 
Is enough for it 
We're not suitable for each other 


I can feel tat when we facing to each other, the feeling is different and the love likes around of us
but, im trying to avoid ,because i afraid to get hurts again 


Why always when we saw each other the feelin is really different?
I really can feel it ,the love is really powerful and I cant even stop it 




If it's fate between me and you I guess you will come back and its forever mine :)
Lets see my future husband who's gonna be? do you? 
Him Or The Others 
What if is him I will post out my blog and tell you all 
So Dude's ,lets wait for it :) <3

Happy Birthday To Me :)

Yst went out around 2pm noon off to dp 
eat, movie, girls shop 
DAM so suffer for drinking the tea. 


After tat went to watch the street 
AWESOME movie and the little boy and his father are so adorable 
I wish to have a son like him. haha lol 


8pm went back 
havin shower ,make up den off to movida 
cousin sheryl msg ask me going to movida later? 
Of course I'm hehe 
I tot she was with her bf and friends 
who knows, so "SUEY" she was with somebody that I dislike 
but after tat all I was dancin with him and others 
I drank lots ,almost drunk 
then vomit at outside and drink lime juice only feels better 
Thx you for take care of me, buddies :)


After tat all cousin msg and call me to go her place 
I guess is he call cousin to msg me 
he ask me anybody fetch u back? and tell me tat his car was putting at outside 
and he take out of his keys and show me he was driving mercedez 
my mind was thinking so wat? looks like show off  *FUCK*
Hmmm You're gone in my life. Dont try to near me anymore
Cause im not trying to trust you and wont do such of stupid things to u some more 




Besides, Its Awesome Yst had fun with darling 
and see you all have partner I really happy for you all yst ;) *CHEEZ*
Love you all ooh Muackx 




Lastly, Happy Birthday To Me
Hope my life will change to better and all the best in my studies ;)