It's quiet long never update my blog anymore, is still the same guy anyway, he is still on my mind no disappear yet.
there's no idea for this love and no reason. its only one word to describe that's hurt in heart 
I just wan some action between for us, but there's fail.... Maybe sometimes I think so much and there's no action for this love and just carry on with like this. but I still wish and one to get closer v euu 
I know im quiet stubborn, there is no any love between you and him but I still wanted for it. really suffering and hated.... what's wrong v me ? falling with a guy unknowing him? FUCK up mann ~~~~ Come on the world is so big there's so many guys wait for you why not choosing them.... and rather than choosing a guy that unknowing one? am I really idiot ,right... yeaaaaa ,i knew that... 
But you know what, when im closer into you i feel very comfortable and of course should be nervous cause is the guy that you love... 

Hurmmm ~~~!!!!! Come on relene, wake up right now... it's enough, Don't love a guy that unknowing one
there's no ending love