Thursday, March 29, 2012

17岁的我会是怎样过呢? 我想今年会过比较特别点,毕竟是我最后一年了
我很珍惜我每一天拥有在今年的日子,因为我在也没有读书的日子了
时间过得很快而且要到是4月了,多7个月我就要拿着我的大考
每一天都会去想SPM的到来:( 可怕
我从来都不去想读书,今年的到来让我觉得我有一点点的努力了~赫赫
我不期望我的成绩拿得很高,我希望我能够得到Credit,让我剩下的日子比较容易过就行了


我要努力努力,我要去追求我想要的东西
努力努力,让我未来过得很容易,很有钱:)

Friday, March 9, 2012

从来都没人知道也不想说出来
那种疼只有自己知道有多么的疼多么的伤


爱一个人很辛苦,更辛苦的是你爱的那一个已经有了另一个陪伴
而且另一个他竟然不再而不是你要的类型
有时后,真不知道怎么作出选择
可是如果不作出选择就一直这样下去或许永远解开不了哪个答案
我该如何? 我不知道


昨天为什么你要说出来,我听到时,突然间的冷掉
因为我心在痛着而且不知道该说什么好
有人说
"Silence Is A Girls Loudest Cry
You know she's really hurt when she starts ignoring you"
这一句能够形容了我现在的心情


我连呼吸都很苦难
我爱的你或许该放弃,可是却放不了手
因为等到我要放手时,你就会出现再我生活上



I need travel alone in my life
Leave me alone there and keep my mind fresh enough right now  

Saturday, January 21, 2012

19-01-2012----->Irish Pub 
好感动的一天,你竟然记得我们出来8次
很少男人会去算这些,而且你是唯一第一个我认识的男生会去算.
谢谢您会去记得这一些
我觉得好幸福认识你
没想到这些都来得很突然,我竟然会对你有感觉
很难想象到事情

来得突然也走得突然,因为不久你就会离开这里了 :'(
我好舍不得

昨晚你问的问题, 好像是在给我暗示或许是我想太多?
我不知道, 我只觉得很突然的你会问这问题来

我好想知道为什么, 可是却没勇气的去问它.
希望有一天你会知道我心是在想什么 

Friday, December 2, 2011

Im back to my blog again :) 
so long dint update my blog, many things was happening this recently 
I cant imagined of it 
1st, lets said bout my work 
Its really suffer working there and I will stop on the december of 15 ardy 
I cant stand of it this work, cause of tired and I cant even enjoy much v my babes 
After stop the work I will enjoy my clubbing life again :PPP 
really long never go ardy. miss it so much :( 


2nd, lets said bout **** 
I really cant imagined of it, how come will make it so worst ?
when I heard this news I really sad of it 
I pity of that **** ,seriously 
but no choice **** he have to do it 
I wish that **** will go to another world and get a better ******* 
God Bless Them 


3rd ,is my dearest sistar 
she havin trouble in da A'famosa 
really get shock when I heard that 
now she become good girl ardy, dont out late and sleep early 
I hope she will recover and forget everything happen at there 
ILY sis, dont be afraid ,cause we always beside u


4th ,is about me 
my life is good here ,always work and get home sleep :D
and something lepek v frens while hehe 
maybe after work going to sabah and december of 24 going to portugese celebrating v friends :) tats all my life 
simple life and happy  

Smile Always :)

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

16/11/2011

Tomorrow is the day started my work
kinda nervous and afraid of it 
But I trying not to be afraid ,cause once you afraid you will do everything in panic 


No matter how tomorrow must do it in proper and nicely 
I doing this because I wans to be independent girl and my mom keep stop and sayin like dont allows me to work 
She can feel that she always tight me and dont let me go 
Act I dislike ppl to tight me especially is my parents. I feel if you keep tight me I wont grow up forever 


I just want to be an independent girl and to earn some money for myself, tats all 
And I just want to get some experience 
So that I can know how's the feeling when working time And can learn more to see the world 




I wish tomorrow will be a nice day for me and everything goes on smoothly and wont do any mistaken on my 1st day of working :) 




GOOD LUCK To MYSELF (LOVE) :D 

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Money out, Money In :PP

Yesterday had shopping with darling's 
went to notre dam KFC get my akauns folio things den went to jusco while
after tat, saw xiiao yu and her gang of friends so joining them while waiting mike 
we went dp after mike arrived jusco fetch us 
den, went to yokoso get my tonic and essence ,wasted RM110+ *FUCK OFF* Im poor and bankruptcy now :( 
but I believe that your money out will come in again :PP 

I need to be more *KIAM SIAP* d *HaHa* 
Is Time To Save Money Again :)

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Sometimes to be silence is better than spoke a words 
am i choosing a right way now? I feel that I really regret that I never appreciate you 
I feel that we can't communicate in proper sometimes 
I guess we will stop this on 1day ,but dont know is when only 
but i will appreciate what i had now ,so that I wont feel regret if you gone in my life


Hmmm. Dont think about it is the best, dont know better than knowing everything 
to be silence is better than give a person shoot you ,so keep it silence always :) 




And get my life to be perfect after graduate 
finds something special for my life and to be amazing and perfect always ;)